Amikolle

Part of my problem has always been asking for help.

I am too good, so much better than, know too much, much too much and I talk myself right out of any kind of assistance I am offered.  So tonight was a good new development for me.  I actually picked up the phone and called one of the numbers I had been oh-so-studiously getting at NA meetings.

And guess what??  She was nice, and funny, and receptive, and didn’t mock me for my silly issues.  In fact, she shared with me that she had gone through similar things.  Who knew?  I just need to get over my ridiculous fear of others.  Lord knows that when I use, I end up all alone.  Quickly.

So I am giving myself a pat on the back for strapping one on and doing what I am supposed to do.